Wednesday, June 20, 2012


Linking up with Shannon over at Life After I "Dew" for another week of saying So What!
This week I'm saying So What! if:

~So WHAT!! I was so upset all day yesterday {crying at my desk at work even} after not only getting a negative pregnancy test but being told by the RE's office that this next cycle would be the last on Femara before we are faced with injectibles which are over $1,000 per month and that is just not an option for us. I just want to be able to give Bellamy a healthy, happy, and just as cute as her sibling!

~So WHAT! I am having a hard time accepting the idea that we may only have one child.

~So WHAT! That I looked like a lush walking out of the liquor store with a box of wine and a bottle of vodka. I couldn't make up my mind! .....I did end up drinking the lemon aid vodka with iced tea! Yum!!

~So WHAT! I desperately want a day to myself! ....then the guilt sinks in for even thinking that because Bellamy just wants to hang out with us.

~So WHAT! Jon has told me a few dozen times to quit my job, stay home with Bellamy and find a part time job, and I would love to do that but I am scared I will not find another good job with a retirement plan, ever again! Is this something I should consider if we only have one child?


Leah said...

aw, I'm sorry you got a neg yesterday. that's the worst.
Yeah, $1k a month for injectbles is crazy expensive.
Hahah yay for 'drink till you see pink' and having a good time at the liquor store.
You have to weigh the pros/cons of being a SAHM. I work, like in an office, and I wouldn't give it up for anything. I NEED that 'me time' adult interaction, and the paycheck so I can spend it on myself! ha!

Lacey_Renea said...

Stopping by from L.A.I.D. & SWW -- I just wanted to say I just love your daughter's name - it's so original!! Beautiful!

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